Monday, January 12, 2009

And I said California guys all can't peel their eyes, From that girl from New York City....




So, since anja did a whole californian post (which is amazing, i love cali :D)
I'm going to do a post on another one of my favorites (and probally urs too)
NEW YORK! <3



"But I got my head set on New York City

I’ll fly away tomorrow, won’t even miss me
and I’ll get a big boyfriend, just to piss you off.
Here I come, Here I come"
--headset by avril lavigne haha.


As you can see, I love new york,
i can't wait to go to college either at NYU or
a school in california :)
My brothers going to school in california, maybe i'll follow in his footsteps
or maybe ill make my own way and be a fashion editor at magazine in NY
and go to amazing NYU :D
new york just has something about it,
yes it's cold and it's crowded and it's crazy but i love it, there's all these great people
and little resturants and soo much to do, it's the city that never sleeps :)
and not to mention the fashion! <3
From manhatten to broadway, battery park to central, to 5th avenue,
and all the amazing little boutiques and restaurants in between.
I love newyorkk :) cant wait to go back soon!

<33 u maggs

Sunday, January 11, 2009

beautyy in the breakdown

Here we go again.

Your physical features
1. How tall are you? 5'2
2. What color is your hair? Dark blondee
3. What color are your eyes? blueee :]

4. How old are you? fifteen babyy.

Your friends
5. Who is your best friend? I have a lot
6. Are they older or younger than you? Some are older, most are younger
7. How did you meet them? School mostly,
8. What is your favorite thing to do when hanging out?
Just talking, doing random things,

Travel
9. Where did you last go on vacation? The breakerss :]
10. Have you ever been to Europe? nahh i really really want to tho.
11. How about Asia? Nopee.
12. Have you ever been on an airplane?
Yeah. so manyy times!

Your room
13. What size bed do you have? kingg :D
14. Do you have a television in your room? Yeahh, a gay one tht i only use for dvds.
15. What color are your walls? cream coloredd.
16. Where is your bedspread from? haha i dont even know, theyre zebra and hot pink.


Fashion
17. What is your favorite store? hmm thats a hard one, i absolutely love juicy stuff, but idk I pretty much shop everywhere, wherever i find something i likee.
18. Do you shop at Victoria's Secret? duhhh
19. Or is Hot Topic more your thing? Well i wouldnt say its "my thing" but i like some stuff in there.
20. Would you rather wear shorts or a skirt?
Skirtt! but i like shorts too.

Personal preferences
21. What's your favorite color? Colbalt bluee
22. How about your favorite food? Hmm i like red peppers, and sushi, and lettuce wedges :D

23. What's your favorite flavor of ice cream? Chocolate :D
24. Would you rather call, text, or IM? Call, its the most personal, not to mention i dont text. hah.

Entertainment
25. What kind of phone do you have? pinkk venus
26. What's your favorite movie? hmm idk i like a lot of them
27. Fave TV show? gossip girl, scrubs, the office, secret life, degrassi.

28. Do you have an iPod? What color?
i have an itouch, its blackk :D

Your personality
29. Are you more outgoing or shy? I can be both.
30. Romantic or fun-loving? Both. :]]
31. Athletic or lazy?
depends how i feeel, haha
32. Carefree or a worrywart? Worrywart. hahah most of the time anyway


Surveys
33. How many surveys do you have on your site? uhh? idk
34. What's your favorite type of survey? really fun crazy ones, with random questions
35. Don't you hate when surveys asked how you liked them? haha yes its stupid.
36. Do you have a Xanga for something other than surveys? n/a this is a blog! hah.

Bold the things that apply ! :]

I live in California.
I love Jamaican patties.
I say “wtf” a lot.
I own more than two goldfish.
I love putting on beauty masks.
I have slapped a guy before.
I own a mac computer.
I
don’t have msn messenger.
I don’t have myspace.
I think myspace is stupid.
I have instant noodles for dinner a lot.
My favorite band is The Raconteurs.
I have never heard of that band.
I read “Nylon” magazine.
I have shopped in Greenwich village, NYC.
I want to get in to Harvard.
I think Gin&Tonic tastes awesome.
I have gotten drunk off only beer.
I pass out after two bacardi breezers.
I know what are the best clubs in my city.
I have been denied access to a club/bar before because I was underage.
I have read the book “A Tree Grows In Brooklyn”.
I have a blackberry.
I have a T-mobile sidekick.
I have a Chloe bag.
I know what Holt Renfrew is.
I think Canada is covered in ice and all the people live in igloos.
I should be doing my homework now.
I’m hungry as hell because I’m on a diet.
I have an Australian accent.
I eat two twinkies a day.
What are twinkies?
I watch Laguna Beach religiously.
I cried when Marissa died on The OC.
I have a redhead friend.
I am hopelessly addicted to Yakult.
I
don’t even know what Yakult is.
I use Skype messenger.
I have played Neopets before.
I still play Neopets.
I play Neopets but I say I don’t because it’s loser-esque.
I own a TI-83 texas instruments graphing calculator.
I think it’s way overpriced and damn useless.
I have sold my cellphone for money before.
My school is huge.
My school’s caterer is Sodex-ho.
I love Sudoku.
I purposely let my thong show out of my jeans.
I only wear open neck teeshirts.
I love slouchy boots.
I shop at Urban Outfitters.
I am a vintage whore and proud.
I only buy my makeup at Sephora.
Benefit is my favorite makeup brand.
I love irish coffee.
I love Turkish delight.
I have tried smoking before.
In fact, I still smoke now.
I get high every weekend.
Screw that, I get high every day.
Nail polish remover makes me sick.
Long surveys make me happy.
I listen to Britney spears.
I wear white eyeliner.
I love dresses.
I wouldn’t be caught dead in a dress.
I want more fonts on my computer.
I have livejournal.
In fact, I am a member there and post frequently.
I
have named my ipod a boy’s name.
My friends think I’m off my rocker.
I love Ikea.
My school has wireless network.
All my friends are rich.
I
wish I was rich.
I guess you could say that my family is rich.
I use my ipod as a usb stick.
I am fluent in Korean.
I am fluent in Finnish.
I have been to Seoul before.
I love Kimchi.
I know how to pronounce “Ng”.
All my friends are white.
Spongebob squarepants annoys the hell out of me.
I want to dye my hair light pink with blonde streaks.
Side bangs are sexy.
I wear/have worn “I love love” by Moschino.
I wear/have worn “Light Blue” by Dolce & Gabbana.
I
wear/have worn “No.5” by Chanel.
I would do any guy wearing Axe body spray.
I have seen the Axe commercials and laughed like hell.
I have been blackmailed before.
I know what “Houndstooth” means.
I have a friend called Sarah/Sara.
My name is Sarah/Sara!
My name is Cecelia.
I only like guys with dark hair.
Aaron Carter turns me on.
I’m bolding way too many things in this survey!
I’m hardly bolding anything in this survey.
I am a teenager.
I have been to Paris and I have been to the Louvre.
I have eaten a croissant before.
I am learning/used to learn French.
I am fluent in French!
I love cocky guys. They turn me on.
Facial hair on guys is such a big turnoff.
All the hot guys in the world are dead, taken, or gay.
I hate my computer with a passion.
I am addicted to Juicy Fruit apple.
I am addicted to Listerine.
I have never used hand sanitizer in my life.
I only like Purell hand sanitizer.
When SARS was going on , my school sterilized everything.
I know someone who was infected by SARS.
I have known someone who has died in a plane accident.
I
love love love sake sashimi (salmon).
I have swallowed a spoonful of wasabi before.
I have cried because of too much wasabi.
I have been rejected at least 5 times.
I
have a crush on someone right now.
And this person knows it.
Sorry people, I’m taken.
I am bisexual.
I like to write.
I go grocery shopping with my mom sometimes.
My family usually has rice for dinner.
I have “wretch” blog.
I have been to someone’s cyworld page before.
I
don’t know what cyworld is.
I can swear in Japanese.
I
have to wear a school uniform.
My school’s school uniform is cute!
I am on the swim team.
I have a teeshirt that boasts a saying everyone laughs at.
I have yogurt every day.
I have straight up vodka every day.
On the rocks too.
I want to be a bartender.
I want to be a DJ.
I love the song “Hey Oh” by Tragedie.
I have danced to that song. (est-ce que tu m’entends? Hey oh)
Too many guys hit on me, it’s annoying.
I want to be popular.
I hate weird people.
I have Jimmy choo stilettos.
Paris Hilton is on my myspace friends list.
I have been in a long distance relationship before.
It didn’t work out.
I’m still in it.
I want to live in Tokyo.
I have seen the “Texas Chainsaw Massacre”, original version.
Anthony Hopkins is my favorite actor.
Horror movies just don’t scare me.
I think the Harry Potter movies were scary!
I
have seen “Saw” and “Saw2”.
And I want to see “Saw3”!
I am Singaporean.
I love taking Japanese sticker photos/ neoprints.
Ewww, that’s so asian!
I’m racist and Asians are stupid.
I pose with a victory sign and my eyes open as large as possible.
I like making kissy faces into the camera.
I am a bitch. I know that.
I party/go out every single Friday.
I got popular by drinking, smoking, doing drugs, and making out with girls.
You should try too!
Popularity really is the most important thing in High school.
I wish I didn’t care about being popular, but I can’t help it, I just do!
I
text in class. I text outside of class. I can’t stop texting!
I have had a “beard papa” cream puff before.
Shit, you’re making me hungry.
I hate Pritt glue.
I need a new life.
I love calling people on the phone.
My cell needs topping up.
I’m heating something up right now.
I have a cat.
I stick my tongue out when I can’t help it.
My school’s dress code forbids miniskirts.
I would never wear a miniskirt to school!!!
Everyone tells me I’m too skinny.
Most of my friends are fat.
I think I’m hot.
I don’t see anything wrong with that. <--- hahahha
I know how to say “sausage” in german.
Whenever I get a hot dog on the street, I get a german sauasage.
No, I get a polish sausage.
I get the normal, cheaper sausages.
I
have been to Disney world.
I am subscribed to “US weekly”.
I love gossiping. It’s in my blood.
I have msn plus.
I wear fake eyelashes.
I like shiny things.
I’d like to call myself “scene”.
I have posted my cell # on a myspace comment to someone before


What is your first & middle name?
Marjorie elise
Would you ever change your name? to what?
Maybe, something cool like Tinsley haha
How old are you?
Fifteen
How tall are you?
5,2
Are you old enough to vote?
Nope.
What is your zodiac sign?
Saggatarius
Who do you live with?
Brothers, parents
Do you have any pets? what?
Dog, spikeyy
Do you have a friend named katie?
Yuppp
Do you have a cell?
Yeah.
What is your natural hair color?
Dark blonde
What is your current hair color?
dittto.
Is your hair long or short?
long.
Is your hair straight or curly?
curlyy! well right now it's straigh but its naturally curly
When was the last time you wore a skirt? Did any guys look up it?
I wore a skirt on friday, and then of course every dad at school, & how would i know?
What shirt are u currently wearing?
brown hco tank top with a hot pink shirt over it
What pants are you currently wearing?
brown hollister cords.
What shoes did you wear today?
my moccasins flats
Are you wearing any make up? what?
Yeah. mascara, lip gloss? and blush i think
Did you flirt with anyone today?
yeaaah.
Did you fight with anyone today?
negative =]
Did you fall asleep in class at all today?
It's Sundaay.
Did you ride the bus today?
No!
Do you have any siblings? what is there names?
Yes, Sam and Will
What was the last cd you bought?
eehm. i neverr buy cds haha
When was the last time you were at the mall? what did you buy?
This weekend, i bought hair bows from hollister, and i returned a pair of shoes andd got a giftcard haha.
Have you ever been called hot?
Yeah.
Have you ever been called a Tease?
Haha yeah.
Have you ever been called ugly?
Mhm.
Have you ever been called a skank?
yeaa
Have you ever been called a Whore?
yeaa
Have you ever been called a Hoe?
yea
Have you ever beeen called a Slut?
Yeah. omg wanna make feel any worse? haha
Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
umm i actually dont know, let me thing haha
When was the last time you were at a dance?
likee september?
When was the last time you went to a Baseball game?
last week ?
When was the last time you went to a Hockey game?
octoberr i think
What cd is currently in your cd player?
i have an ihome.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Brothers.
Who was the last person you talked to online?
anja and matt
Who was the last person you text messaged?
dont text
What is your favorite color?
colbalt blue
What did you eat for breakfast today?
waffles :)
What did you eat for lunch?
red peppers and dip
What did you eat for dinner?
Nothingg. yet i think im having crabcakes tho :]
What are your plans for tonight?
sleeping?
What are your plans for tomarrow?
school :/ qutting cheer! haha
Do you like surveys?
Well yeah.

Obnoxiously offensive & Coquettishly Cute...take notes

So, today is pretty chill. i suppose. I've just been thinking lately about a lot of things, and I think if I focus, and start making right decisions and being positive, everything is gonna work out! haha I love the juicy graphic up top, because some girls are born winners, and i think me & u anja, are two of those girls, but being born a winner and staying a winner are two different things, and I think we just need to keep doing our best :D and we'll be great.
i like that one too, ^ because girls (haha especially me) always seem to obsess so much about guys, like even if I don't specifically like anyone, a lot of the stuff i do is motivated by guys , like oh I have to do my hair and look cute and etc. etc. And that's kinda stupidd haha. Like guys are totally not worth that! So from now, I'm just gonna focus on the important things in my life, the things that I really care about, you know? Focus on God, and friends, family and important stuff, and I think that all those little problems that seem so big will go away and i'll be happier. :D it's one of the reasons I quitting cheer. I wanna be like him (below), letting go and enjoying life, every single day.

<3 maggs.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Mono.



So, I'd just thought I'd explain the whole mono thing,

and what happened to me and all, it's kinda been hard to explain before, but I saw this quote and I was like "Wow, thats so completely it..."





"Like all of a sudden i didn't fit in

anywhere. not at school, not at
home. and every time i turn
around, another person i've
known forever is a stranger to me."


that's just how it was for me. and my god, it sucked. It's like I slowly noticed it and I just didn't care...it was weird. I just did whatever was easiest and not cared about the things that were important to me, like my real friends, and grades and stuff like that. It was like i wasn't living life (not to be dramatic and all ) but like i was just a zombie going through it every day.

So I hope that helps to sort of explain it, and the way I was acting and stuff, I should probally show this to other people to explain lol, it was just the weirdest thing, but i think i'm (hopefully)

out of it now, although sometimes it comes back ( like this weekend up until tonight) but I'm really gonna try to go back to normal!

:D hope it works out!!

Another quote I read was


"Do you know why some people read?

it's because they want to get away,

a place to escape to." <---so true about me lately haha.


so yeah,

thought i'd explain? haha

love always and foreverr! maggs


i hopee you dancee :]




i love that song. here are some of the lyrics:
haha very inspiring :)

"I hope you never lose your sense of wonder

You get your fill to eat

But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small

When you stand by the ocean

Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens

Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I
hope you dance

I hope you dance
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances

But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter

When you come close to selling out

Reconsider

Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance"

my mom has always said this is her song to me.
I love it, especially the line, "I hope you still feel
small when you stand by the ocean." I don't know why it just
strikes me, the ocean is so amazing and great, I
always look at it and think "wow there's so much out there, so many
places i haven't been, things I haven't done, people I haven't met." and its like
Bam. my problems seem so insignificant compared to it, it's calming. :)

hence the picture at the top, reminds me of maryland, im totally living there, haha
or at least defenitely getting a summer house there! it's beautiful especially in the summer,
ill have to bring you up with me anja! you can meet my hot cousins! haha.

So this week was surprising really good for me, i think it was the lack of cheerleading,
I just feel like my normal self again (out of mono zone) and its really nice, I hope it continues
like this...
and I'm happy to hear your doing better :] i'm sure it'll all work out for the best with him ;]
whatever happens. as for me and the love lifee...haha I don't know, I'm feeling like i could like someone but I just have to find him haha, I really wish I could take the qualities I love about a bunch of different guys, and put them all together to make one amazing guy, but sadly life doesn't work like tht haha. well whatever, for now, I'll enjoy it. And we defenitely need to plan hanging out :))
Write soon! I fixed my comments! :D

<3 maggie.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

surveryyy.

Currently, im kind of having a writer's block so i shall do your survey :p

My 105 Truths

1. Full Name- Marjorie Elise Gruehn

2. Like it-ehh take it or leave it, not too fond of elise,

3. Single or Taken- singlee.
4. Zodiac Sign- sagtarius

5. Male or Female- female.
6. Elementary- DC

7. Middle School- Dcc

8. High School- DC freshmen year, who knows after that..haha

9. Planning on college- defenitelyy
.
10. Hair Color- dirtyyblonde.
15. Are you a health freak- i can be

16. Do you smile a lot- hmm generally

17. Do you have a crush-nopee

18. Do you like yourself- sometimes, for the most part but i have my moments

19. Piercings- ears.? kindaa

20. Tattoos- noneee...yet.

21. Right or Lefty- right

FIRSTS
22. first surgery- i had oral surgery? if that counts ehh it was scaryy
23. first piercings- ears
24. first best friend- cerise
25. first cell phone- 13! haha a pink razor, that i just got rid of =]
26. first sport- gymnastics when i was 2!
27. first pet- lance, (dog)
30. first love- hmm love? or crush? haha

FAVORITES
31. favorite holiday- i like christmas, it used to be my brithday, but not reallyy anymore. Also like halloween =]
32. favorite food- milkshakes!
33. favorite memory- theres a lot..
34. favorite vacation- hawaii, las vegas, the breakers, Marco Island, BVI
35. favorite pastime- reading def, and writing, being with friends, snowboarding, music
36. favorite sport- cheerleading
37. favorite song- wow theres a lot, i like, "I wanna know your plans"-Say anything, "Beauty in the Breakdown"- by the Scene Asthenic
38. favorite tee shirt-that changes a lot
39. favorite saying- haha i say "i'm not gonna lie.." haha and (mostly in my head) __mc__pants haha like losermcloserpants. stff like tht, i know i'm weird.
40. favorite movie- bewitched, juno, forgetting sarah marshall, ella enchanted haha

THIS OR THAT
41. high fives or what's ups- whatsup. highfives can be cool but usually there gay
42. jeans or sweatpants- jeans, for comfortt haha i wear pajama pants =]
43. music or tv - music!!
44. Las Vegas or New York - hmm probally new york but i like both
45. morning or night- nightt. im not a morning person
46. brothers or sisters - i dontt have sisterrs =[
47. movies or plays- movies.
48. smiles or frowns - smiles

CURRENTLY
49. eating- de nada
50. drinking- hot chocolatee
52. listening to- my name is august on the radio 93.7
53. waiting for- school to start...NOOOO! haha and matt to call?
54. wearing- pajama pants and a black mini dress with gray polkadots...i know I'm weird...

FUTURE
55. want kids -yuppp =] i want twins!!
56. want to get married- definitelyy.
57. live in a big house-yeahh. well i want to live in a nice one
58. go to college- defenitely
59. live in which state - im not sure yet, i have ideas tho. Not PA tho!
60. go to Mexico- yeah i'd like to, ride horses on the beach and all =]
61. produce music- sure why not
62. visit which city - all of them! haha nah but i want to travel ALOT!
63. get braces- =[[[[ have them.
64. be baptized- already am .
65. plant a tree - sureeee.
66. learn to surf -yeah.
67. careers in mind- anything in fashion, acting, lawyer, business, writer? infinite possibilities!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - kisses :]
70. shorter or taller- taller. definitely.
71. tan skinned or light- either as long as it looks good.
72. romantic or spontaneous - both!!
73. dark or light hair - as long as it looks good!! :D
76. similar to you or different- a little bit of both, mostly different but some things in common

HAVE YOU EVER
77. thrown up on a friend- well not a friend really...haha but someone i knew.
78. kissed a stranger- uhuh
80. broken a bone- yeah!
81. climbed up a tree- of coursee =]
82. broken someones heart - yuppp
83. turned someone down - defenitelyy.
84. liked a friend as more than a friend - well duhh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
85. love at first sight- hmm, not love but defenitely lust! hah.
86. yourself- sometimes.
87. miracles- yeah
88. a smile can change the world - not likely. but a few peoples worlds =]
89. Santa Claus- notuhhh
91. angels– oh yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY.
92. are you missing someone? yupp
93. who do you love? lots of people! friends family and cutee non-jerkist boys, especially ones named nate....;DD
94. Are you cool? hah, oh yeah let me tell u...:p

LASTS
95. Text message -yeahh i don't text.
96. Received call- i dontt feel like getting my phoneee!
97. Call made- dittoo.
98. Person you kissed - rickyy? i think? haha
99. Person you slept with - oh just 3 people...me myself and I :D
100. Person you hung out with - hmm sar bear i believee.
101. You hugged- hmmm. anja, tara, rachel? people at schoool =]
102. You smiled at- my brotherr?
103. You missed- not going to borders! grr i wanna book!
104. You slapped- haha lemme think....
105. TV show you watched-scrubs.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

the new year brings new things? no crap maggie....

so the "new year brings new things"...wow profound statement maggie :pp
but really its true...these were my new years resolutions::

1. Don't care what other people think
2. Follow my own advice
3. Have my life reflect what I believe
4. Never lie, say what I really think
5. Stop competing with others, just be the BEST that I can be.
6. Lead a healthy lifestyle
7. Love myself
8. Learn to play an instrument
9. Stop Judging others.
10. Take Ballet.
11. Never be intimidated by others
12. Go snowboarding a lot, and be outside more
13. Be true to myself, don't try to be anyone else
14. Re-decorate my room.
15 Follow my heart!



Originally I wrote this New years :D
but what do you think?
I'm gonna really try to remember and keep these this year!!