Thursday, January 29, 2009
obladi, oblada, like goes on yeah. la da la la life goes on :D
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Sunday, Scandolous, Sunday.
Confusion surrounds me
My name in the mouth of everyone in the room
The stares and the glares
My mouth goes dry
They all just assume.
I meet up with her
Blonde curls all a swell
Blue eyes are familiar
But the look of despair in them
Mirrors my own so well.
Judgmental stares
Assault us down the hall
We comfort eachother silently
And breathe words of encouragement
As we take in it all.
The day is done
We made it through
Haters can suck it
Can I can do anything,
As long as I have you!
Posted by maggs at 6:12 PM 1 comments
3 minute poem...
Tell me what u think!
comments and suggestions :DD
A dark lonely night.
No stars in the sky.
But we hold eachother close
You and I.
And tease and a tease
We fit together.
Such good friends
But will that last forever?
I know that you want me
And I want you too.
It’s obvious in the way
I look at you.
A touch here and there
A smile and a wink
We tease each other so much.
Meant to be, don’t u think?
Me and you.
Just a tease and a tease.
Together, enjoying the summer breeze
I'm wrapped up in you effortlessly
we're best of friends
but more, can't you see?
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get tangledd up in me.
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
expect nothing &* appreciate everything.
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Saturday, January 24, 2009
who needs love when you've got insecurities?
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Friday, January 23, 2009
this delicate balance, vurnerable, all knowing.
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
we're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,"
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
i dont care what you think, as long as it's about me.
So, as you know I've been having really good days lately
and have been feeling happy.
and then at the party, everything happened
which you know was fine, fun, not that big of deal.
But then i get that crap from sarah about it
and now =[ im all stressed and like agh again.
i don't wanna go into my downward spiral again.
I really need to stop letting what other people think
or say affect me, hence the title :p
so im just gonna hold my head high
and not let people bother me, cause really it's my life
and i can make my own mistakes :)
haha so encourage me :p
and i cant wait for tomorrow !
i love u guys :) dont care what anyone sayss :]
oh and remember:
secrets are worth more than gossip :D - the IT girl.
maggs!
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
surveyyy :D
1. What are three fun words you can make out of your name (first, middle, and last)?
this question seriously confuses me ill try tho. moan haha. umm grin, rage, man? haha
2. In months, how old are you? like 182? or something liek tht :p
3. Write a haiku (three lines with 5 syllables, 7 syllables, and 5 syllables) to describe your mood.
a very good day
it had many surprises
oh yay for my day :D
(haha im such a loser)
4. What are you sitting on/how long have you had it?
a white chair, i dunno, probally about 4 years
5. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
its a champagne glass with pink fire haha, its the venus
6. Who is the 37th contact in your cell phone?
Monet haha, this girl from camp..
7. How many songs are in your iTunes library?
like a million
8. What was the last song you added to it?
my own worst enemy by l.i.t haha
9. When was the last time you went to a cemetery?
ohh i dont even know a while ago
10. Do you believe in spooks?
it'd be nicee if i knew what spooks were :p
11. What was the last dream you remember having?
hmm haha oh yeah, i was going out with someone, who shall remained unnamed :p and we were making out on a table and then on a bed and then we drove to the beach? haha so werid,
12. Do you believe it can happen?
well it could, but that'd be awkward haha.
13. What is the last thing you made in the kitchen?
haha i ate a cheese and ritz cracker sandwich, which i made, haha if tht counts?
14. When was the last time you went out of the country?
hmm last summer b.vi.
15. When was the last time you left the state you're in?
i do it like daily, i mean going to delaware and stff. but i went to maryland like christmas.
16. What is your favorite thing hanging on any wall in your house?
i like the picture across from my bed, my dad got it for me, it's a picture of this girl who looks like me hhaa.
17. When was the last time you thoroughly cleaned your bedroom?
not that long ago...haha mostly cleaners do it tho.
18. What was the last TV show you watched?
scrubss :D
19. What was the last movie you watched?
um mirrrors!!! :O
20. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
hAHa this question is funny :p peace iced tea tho.
21. Do you have a favorite cup or mug?
nahh.
22. What was the last thing you drank from it?
see aboveeee :)
23. What kind of underwear do you prefer on your lover/object of affection?
haha um u know boxers :p preferrly clean ones hahaa.
24. When was the last time you took a train ride?
when i was like 8
25. Do you enjoy decorating for the holidays?
if im feeling spiritfull :p
26. Shoes: with or without socks?
depends on the shoes, usually i wear flats tho. so liike no socks i guess?
27. What is your favorite object that comes in your favorite color?
well my favorite color is cobalt blue and i have a gorgeous dress in tht color :D
28. Did you/do you want to build snowmen like Calvin and Hobbes?
haha mmhmm.
29. What is your favorite webcomic?
sorry i have a life :p
30. What is your favorite play/musical?
Wicked, grease, :]
31. What was the last dance you went to?
urmm just a random one haha?
32. If you could have any exotic animal, which one would you choose?
koala :D or a bush babyy.
33. Who is your favorite comedian or comedienne?
danee cook baby :D
34. What is your favorite board game?
i forget what its called some word game :p after tht, balderdash, game of life, scrabble haha.
35. If you had the money to take a trip to ANYWHERE outside of the US, what would your top four choices be?
1. paris
2. italy
3. australia
4. ireland
36. DINNER PARTY! Invite any five people (famous or not, alive or dead, cartoon characters allowed) to a dinner party. ahhh, just friends (:
37. What will the main topic of conversation be?
meh pants stufff.
38. This dinner party is five courses (soup, salad, entrée, entrée, and dessert). What are those courses? And what beverage will be served?
oh jeez.
soup = maryland crab (my favorite :])
salad = lettuce wedge or outback chopped salad
entree #1 = small filet mignon
entree #2 = chilean sea bass
dessert = key lime pie or sydneys sinful sundeas haha
beverages ? idk alcohol :p pina coladas whatev. haha.
39. Who will leave first? And why?
uhug hueolrsfd
40. What movie poster would you most like to have in your room?
psh ive got edward cullen im goood :D
41. Whose giveaway days would you rather be a part of – Oprah or Ellen? Oprah, most deff.
42. If you became famous, what would it be for, and what talk show do you think you'd end up on?
fashion designer, actress, or model :p, talk show? hmm opra :p
43. What is your midnight snack of choice?
peach iced tea, pretty much whatever im in the mood for, prob cheese :p haha.
44. What wakes you up in the morning?
my itouch or my alarm clock
45. Who is your favorite non-Disney cartoon character?
umm. sailor mooon!
46. What online retailer do you use most often?
i dont reallyy.
47. Given the choice between being stuck in a hurricane or a blizzard, which would you choose?
blizzardd :D
48. Do you look at the ads in the Sunday papers?
psh no.
49. What is your favored breath-freshener?
um gum? preferably lush :]
50. What is your favorite thing to do online?
facebook shop and this :]]
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
suicide letter.
(once again this isnt me. haha dont freak :p)
suicide letter
on my blood-stained sheets.
the girl who you will never meet.
Will you remember me when I'm gone?
The hurt I caused, and why I waited so long.
Will you remember me when I was "alive",
Sweet and happy, never cried.
A blond head and a big smile.
a girl that made your time worthwhile.
Or will you remember me now?
Taking life's last bow,
With bloodstained wrists
and a shallow smile?
Oh won't you stay awhile.
So as I take my last breath
I'll leave you with this.
Darling, did you cause my death?
Posted by maggs at 6:24 PM 1 comments
woah. it's magic, you know, never believe its not so :)
Nothing is perfect. Flaws are interesting.
-- Speak.
seriously that book is amazing.
but anyways, i had a good day, even
though it was like one of my worst days of the week (schedule wise)
it was still goood :D
oh and i read ur poem/commented it was great
seriously such a goood idea :)
u are so very creative, haha.
anyways so me u and sarah must hang out.
and watch forgetting sarah marshall. :D
but ill write later and post my poem!
haha i still havent done any homework
:P lovee u !
maggs
Posted by maggs at 5:39 PM 1 comments
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Our world.
Intro: Before you read: haha this isn't like describing me or anything, lol it's about our world today in general and all the messed up stuff in it!
Pretty little girl
with the bloodstained wrists
a shallow smile
full of fake bliss
a lifeless body
and a poison kiss
oh, pretty little girl with the bloodstained wrists.
Oh, Oh, come into my world,
where the blood flows free
and the stick thin waifs hurl
because were all too this and were all too that.
God forbid you would ever get fat.
And you cut your wrists
to see if anyone's there.
But the scarlet liquid flows
and nobody cares.
Or you get your satisfaction
in the pleasure and pain
of sleeping around
and adding whore to your name.
Oh, to strive for perfection
were headed in the wrong direction
and we don't care because one day they'll see
But if we get everything we want
Will we really be free?
Posted by maggs at 6:51 PM 1 comments
Stayy beautiful.
There comes a time in every life when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your heart.
-Just Listen by Sarah Dessen
anyway. soo i had a great day,
it's been so weird for me, i feel like i don't know, i became a new person, but still the same?
it's so weird. it's like me now, and me a month ago were two different people, but in some ways, the same, so weird.
it's totally a good thing tho, i 'm so much happier, and i feel so free. Like you said anja, like flying
but you know obviously exams and such, so i'm kinda of floating :p haha
happy as can be, but with minor stress stuff. God it feels so good :D
Anyway, i just read ur post which was amazing, cool song, what's it called?
and have u ever heard the song "You belong with me" By taylor swift?
It reminds me of what your saying:
"Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me."
haha the first section totally reminds me of me & matt, just the way we are together, (but not together, together :pp haha)
So listen to it it's great!
and remember don't let the little things get to you, you're happy, you're healthy, you're gorgeous, you're a great friends, and you've good great friends :D if you need me i'll be here!
<3 always
maggs
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Monday, January 12, 2009
And I said California guys all can't peel their eyes, From that girl from New York City....
So, since anja did a whole californian post (which is amazing, i love cali :D)
I'm going to do a post on another one of my favorites (and probally urs too)
NEW YORK! <3
"But I got my head set on New York City
I’ll fly away tomorrow, won’t even miss me
and I’ll get a big boyfriend, just to piss you off.
Here I come, Here I come"
--headset by avril lavigne haha.
As you can see, I love new york,
i can't wait to go to college either at NYU or
a school in california :)
My brothers going to school in california, maybe i'll follow in his footsteps
or maybe ill make my own way and be a fashion editor at magazine in NY
and go to amazing NYU :D
new york just has something about it,
yes it's cold and it's crowded and it's crazy but i love it, there's all these great people
and little resturants and soo much to do, it's the city that never sleeps :)
and not to mention the fashion! <3
From manhatten to broadway, battery park to central, to 5th avenue,
and all the amazing little boutiques and restaurants in between.
I love newyorkk :) cant wait to go back soon!
<33 u maggs
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
beautyy in the breakdown
Your physical featuresHere we go again.
1. How tall are you? 5'2
2. What color is your hair? Dark blondee
3. What color are your eyes? blueee :]
4. How old are you? fifteen babyy.
Your friends
5. Who is your best friend? I have a lot
6. Are they older or younger than you? Some are older, most are younger
7. How did you meet them? School mostly,
8. What is your favorite thing to do when hanging out? Just talking, doing random things,
Travel
9. Where did you last go on vacation? The breakerss :]
10. Have you ever been to Europe? nahh i really really want to tho.
11. How about Asia? Nopee.
12. Have you ever been on an airplane? Yeah. so manyy times!
Your room
13. What size bed do you have? kingg :D
14. Do you have a television in your room? Yeahh, a gay one tht i only use for dvds.
15. What color are your walls? cream coloredd.
16. Where is your bedspread from? haha i dont even know, theyre zebra and hot pink.
Fashion
17. What is your favorite store? hmm thats a hard one, i absolutely love juicy stuff, but idk I pretty much shop everywhere, wherever i find something i likee.
18. Do you shop at Victoria's Secret? duhhh
19. Or is Hot Topic more your thing? Well i wouldnt say its "my thing" but i like some stuff in there.
20. Would you rather wear shorts or a skirt? Skirtt! but i like shorts too.
Personal preferences
21. What's your favorite color? Colbalt bluee
22. How about your favorite food? Hmm i like red peppers, and sushi, and lettuce wedges :D
23. What's your favorite flavor of ice cream? Chocolate :D
24. Would you rather call, text, or IM? Call, its the most personal, not to mention i dont text. hah.
Entertainment
25. What kind of phone do you have? pinkk venus
26. What's your favorite movie? hmm idk i like a lot of them
27. Fave TV show? gossip girl, scrubs, the office, secret life, degrassi.
28. Do you have an iPod? What color?i have an itouch, its blackk :D
Your personality
29. Are you more outgoing or shy? I can be both.
30. Romantic or fun-loving? Both. :]]
31. Athletic or lazy? depends how i feeel, haha
32. Carefree or a worrywart? Worrywart. hahah most of the time anyway
Surveys
33. How many surveys do you have on your site? uhh? idk
34. What's your favorite type of survey? really fun crazy ones, with random questions
35. Don't you hate when surveys asked how you liked them? haha yes its stupid.
36. Do you have a Xanga for something other than surveys? n/a this is a blog! hah.
Bold the things that apply ! :]
I live in California.
I love Jamaican patties.
I say “wtf” a lot.
I own more than two goldfish.
I love putting on beauty masks.
I have slapped a guy before.
I own a mac computer.
I don’t have msn messenger.
I don’t have myspace.
I think myspace is stupid.
I have instant noodles for dinner a lot.
My favorite band is The Raconteurs.
I have never heard of that band.
I read “Nylon” magazine.
I have shopped in Greenwich village, NYC.
I want to get in to Harvard.
I think Gin&Tonic tastes awesome.
I have gotten drunk off only beer.
I pass out after two bacardi breezers.
I know what are the best clubs in my city.
I have been denied access to a club/bar before because I was underage.
I have read the book “A Tree Grows In Brooklyn”.
I have a blackberry.
I have a T-mobile sidekick.
I have a Chloe bag.
I know what Holt Renfrew is.
I think Canada is covered in ice and all the people live in igloos.
I should be doing my homework now.
I’m hungry as hell because I’m on a diet.
I have an Australian accent.
I eat two twinkies a day.
What are twinkies?
I watch Laguna Beach religiously.
I cried when Marissa died on The OC.
I have a redhead friend.
I am hopelessly addicted to Yakult.
I don’t even know what Yakult is.
I use Skype messenger.
I have played Neopets before.
I still play Neopets.
I play Neopets but I say I don’t because it’s loser-esque.
I own a TI-83 texas instruments graphing calculator.
I think it’s way overpriced and damn useless.
I have sold my cellphone for money before.
My school is huge.
My school’s caterer is Sodex-ho.
I love Sudoku.
I purposely let my thong show out of my jeans.
I only wear open neck teeshirts.
I love slouchy boots.
I shop at Urban Outfitters.
I am a vintage whore and proud.
I only buy my makeup at Sephora.
Benefit is my favorite makeup brand.
I love irish coffee.
I love Turkish delight.
I have tried smoking before.
In fact, I still smoke now.
I get high every weekend.
Screw that, I get high every day.
Nail polish remover makes me sick.
Long surveys make me happy.
I listen to Britney spears.
I wear white eyeliner.
I love dresses.
I wouldn’t be caught dead in a dress.
I want more fonts on my computer.
I have livejournal.
In fact, I am a member there and post frequently.
I have named my ipod a boy’s name.
My friends think I’m off my rocker.
I love Ikea.
My school has wireless network.
All my friends are rich.
I wish I was rich.
I guess you could say that my family is rich.
I use my ipod as a usb stick.
I am fluent in Korean.
I am fluent in Finnish.
I have been to Seoul before.
I love Kimchi.
I know how to pronounce “Ng”.
All my friends are white.
Spongebob squarepants annoys the hell out of me.
I want to dye my hair light pink with blonde streaks.
Side bangs are sexy.
I wear/have worn “I love love” by Moschino.
I wear/have worn “Light Blue” by Dolce & Gabbana.
I wear/have worn “No.5” by Chanel.
I would do any guy wearing Axe body spray.
I have seen the Axe commercials and laughed like hell.
I have been blackmailed before.
I know what “Houndstooth” means.
I have a friend called Sarah/Sara.
My name is Sarah/Sara!
My name is Cecelia.
I only like guys with dark hair.
Aaron Carter turns me on.
I’m bolding way too many things in this survey!
I’m hardly bolding anything in this survey.
I am a teenager.
I have been to Paris and I have been to the Louvre.
I have eaten a croissant before.
I am learning/used to learn French.
I am fluent in French!
I love cocky guys. They turn me on.
Facial hair on guys is such a big turnoff.
All the hot guys in the world are dead, taken, or gay.
I hate my computer with a passion.
I am addicted to Juicy Fruit apple.
I am addicted to Listerine.
I have never used hand sanitizer in my life.
I only like Purell hand sanitizer.
When SARS was going on , my school sterilized everything.
I know someone who was infected by SARS.
I have known someone who has died in a plane accident.
I love love love sake sashimi (salmon).
I have swallowed a spoonful of wasabi before.
I have cried because of too much wasabi.
I have been rejected at least 5 times.
I have a crush on someone right now.
And this person knows it.
Sorry people, I’m taken.
I am bisexual.
I like to write.
I go grocery shopping with my mom sometimes.
My family usually has rice for dinner.
I have “wretch” blog.
I have been to someone’s cyworld page before.
I don’t know what cyworld is.
I can swear in Japanese.
I have to wear a school uniform.
My school’s school uniform is cute!
I am on the swim team.
I have a teeshirt that boasts a saying everyone laughs at.
I have yogurt every day.
I have straight up vodka every day.
On the rocks too.
I want to be a bartender.
I want to be a DJ.
I love the song “Hey Oh” by Tragedie.
I have danced to that song. (est-ce que tu m’entends? Hey oh)
Too many guys hit on me, it’s annoying.
I want to be popular.
I hate weird people.
I have Jimmy choo stilettos.
Paris Hilton is on my myspace friends list.
I have been in a long distance relationship before.
It didn’t work out.
I’m still in it.
I want to live in Tokyo.
I have seen the “Texas Chainsaw Massacre”, original version.
Anthony Hopkins is my favorite actor.
Horror movies just don’t scare me.
I think the Harry Potter movies were scary!
I have seen “Saw” and “Saw2”.
And I want to see “Saw3”!
I am Singaporean.
I love taking Japanese sticker photos/ neoprints.
Ewww, that’s so asian!
I’m racist and Asians are stupid.
I pose with a victory sign and my eyes open as large as possible.
I like making kissy faces into the camera.
I am a bitch. I know that.
I party/go out every single Friday.
I got popular by drinking, smoking, doing drugs, and making out with girls.
You should try too!
Popularity really is the most important thing in High school.
I wish I didn’t care about being popular, but I can’t help it, I just do!
I text in class. I text outside of class. I can’t stop texting!
I have had a “beard papa” cream puff before.
Shit, you’re making me hungry.
I hate Pritt glue.
I need a new life.
I love calling people on the phone.
My cell needs topping up.
I’m heating something up right now.
I have a cat.
I stick my tongue out when I can’t help it.
My school’s dress code forbids miniskirts.
I would never wear a miniskirt to school!!!
Everyone tells me I’m too skinny.
Most of my friends are fat.
I think I’m hot.
I don’t see anything wrong with that. <--- hahahha
I know how to say “sausage” in german.
Whenever I get a hot dog on the street, I get a german sauasage.
No, I get a polish sausage.
I get the normal, cheaper sausages.
I have been to Disney world.
I am subscribed to “US weekly”.
I love gossiping. It’s in my blood.
I have msn plus.
I wear fake eyelashes.
I like shiny things.
I’d like to call myself “scene”.
I have posted my cell # on a myspace comment to someone before
Marjorie elise
Would you ever change your name? to what?
Maybe, something cool like Tinsley haha
How old are you?
Fifteen
How tall are you?
5,2
Are you old enough to vote?
Nope.
What is your zodiac sign?
Saggatarius
Who do you live with?
Brothers, parents
Do you have any pets? what?
Dog, spikeyy
Do you have a friend named katie?
Yuppp
Do you have a cell?
Yeah.
What is your natural hair color?
Dark blonde
What is your current hair color?
dittto.
Is your hair long or short?
long.
Is your hair straight or curly?
curlyy! well right now it's straigh but its naturally curly
When was the last time you wore a skirt? Did any guys look up it?
I wore a skirt on friday, and then of course every dad at school, & how would i know?
What shirt are u currently wearing?
brown hco tank top with a hot pink shirt over it
What pants are you currently wearing?
brown hollister cords.
What shoes did you wear today?
my moccasins flats
Are you wearing any make up? what?
Yeah. mascara, lip gloss? and blush i think
Did you flirt with anyone today?
yeaaah.
Did you fight with anyone today?
negative =]
Did you fall asleep in class at all today?
It's Sundaay.
Did you ride the bus today?
No!
Do you have any siblings? what is there names?
Yes, Sam and Will
What was the last cd you bought?
eehm. i neverr buy cds haha
When was the last time you were at the mall? what did you buy?
This weekend, i bought hair bows from hollister, and i returned a pair of shoes andd got a giftcard haha.
Have you ever been called hot?
Yeah.
Have you ever been called a Tease?
Haha yeah.
Have you ever been called ugly?
Mhm.
Have you ever been called a skank?
yeaa
Have you ever been called a Whore?
yeaa
Have you ever been called a Hoe?
yea
Have you ever beeen called a Slut?
Yeah. omg wanna make feel any worse? haha
Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
umm i actually dont know, let me thing haha
When was the last time you were at a dance?
likee september?
When was the last time you went to a Baseball game?
last week ?
When was the last time you went to a Hockey game?
octoberr i think
What cd is currently in your cd player?
i have an ihome.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Brothers.
Who was the last person you talked to online?
anja and matt
Who was the last person you text messaged?
dont text
What is your favorite color?
colbalt blue
What did you eat for breakfast today?
waffles :)
What did you eat for lunch?
red peppers and dip
What did you eat for dinner?
Nothingg. yet i think im having crabcakes tho :]
What are your plans for tonight?
sleeping?
What are your plans for tomarrow?
school :/ qutting cheer! haha
Do you like surveys?
Well yeah.
Posted by maggs at 12:57 PM 1 comments