I want to know your plans.

"All I can do is be me, whoever that is. All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie. All this talk about equality. The only thing people really have in common is that they are all going to die. This world is ruled by violence. No one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky. Yesterday's just a memory, tommorow is never what it's supposed to be."

-Bob Dylan

And I don't want your heart to bleed,

cause you're heart is all i need.

-Boys will be Boys

i want control.

i want a perfect body,

i want a perfect soul."

-Creep; Radiohead.

"light up the sky for me, oh i've been down too long.

and when you turn you eyes to see me, i'll be gone."

-Saving Jane

" Mirror mirror can you tell

If they are kneeling in confession

or if they just fell

The mirror looks back

and it knows damn well.

It’s really hard living

when you’re living with yourself"

-Busted.

The worst is over

You can have the best of me

We got older

But we're still young

We never grew out of this feeling,

that we wont give up.

-Best of Me

Been black and blue before

There's no need to explain

I am not the jaded kind

Playback's such a waste

You're invisible

Invisible to me

-Candles

I ain't got the bullshit,

and I ain't got the lies

I ain't got the memories

of tears in your eyes

If Only;

I'd be right on the money,

I'd be right on time.

-IF ONLY

<3

felt the neeed.

i love you.

.......

I want to know your plans and how involved in them I am.
When you leave for good will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses you can go buy a bouquet.
If that just won't cut it, well what can I say?

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do. That's what you do.

I want to know your fears, from your feet to the back of your ears
and when they raise the landing gear will your heart stay here?
If you could forgive me for being so brash, well you...
you could hit me or whip me, I'd savor each lash.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do.

No more fighting.
this is only a waste of our time
'cause soon we'll be leaving.
Will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot.
I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do.

<-- has and always will be my song for matt.

a girl like you is impossible to find, your impossible to find.

just a little inspiration for our photoshoot

:)

baby you're the only light i ever saw.

so the first quote:

let me explain.. haha oh ps if you haven't figured this out yet

this post is about, you know who ;p

but yesh. first quote

basically explains this whole getting into a realationship with him.

sometimes you just don't know why, and in your head it doesnt make sense

but your heart tells you something else

and yeah "listen to yourr hearttt." is cheesy but sometimes its true.

alrite number dos :

that was halloween (: it was crazy and insane and sometimes mad stupid

but none of it mattered, because i was with him, and that was just so nice,

just being with eachother was all we needed, it didnt matter where or what we were doing

we were happy :D

and three :

im sure you recognized this from the song "Maps" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs <-- such a good song

but anyway this song reminded me of matt, through all the drama and crap, those lyrics were pretty much how i felt.

so anyway.

i am so happy we have things all worked out. its like it was this crazy messed up just plain mess before and we saw eachother and talked and were just with eachother and everything came together and that is such an amazing feeling.

like i cant even describe it :)

and i dont know, its like before that night, i didn't know how to feel, or how he felt about me or anything, but then i saw him and everything just rushed back and just the way someone looks at you and touches you is just like ah. im his and hes mine, and everythings all right.

so after all the crazyness which i told you about ;p well the jist of it anyway, we get back to my house and go down to the basement to watch a movie. and we were cuddling and i was in his arms and we were just talking, and we didnt hook up which was actually nice, i wanna take things slow with him. but i was laying in his arms and he says

"maggie, all i've ever wanted to be is with you, always"

it was the cutest thing

:)