baby you're the only light i ever saw.

so the first quote:

let me explain.. haha oh ps if you haven't figured this out yet

this post is about, you know who ;p

but yesh. first quote

basically explains this whole getting into a realationship with him.

sometimes you just don't know why, and in your head it doesnt make sense

but your heart tells you something else

and yeah "listen to yourr hearttt." is cheesy but sometimes its true.

alrite number dos :

that was halloween (: it was crazy and insane and sometimes mad stupid

but none of it mattered, because i was with him, and that was just so nice,

just being with eachother was all we needed, it didnt matter where or what we were doing

we were happy :D

and three :

im sure you recognized this from the song "Maps" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs <-- such a good song

but anyway this song reminded me of matt, through all the drama and crap, those lyrics were pretty much how i felt.

so anyway.

i am so happy we have things all worked out. its like it was this crazy messed up just plain mess before and we saw eachother and talked and were just with eachother and everything came together and that is such an amazing feeling.

like i cant even describe it :)

and i dont know, its like before that night, i didn't know how to feel, or how he felt about me or anything, but then i saw him and everything just rushed back and just the way someone looks at you and touches you is just like ah. im his and hes mine, and everythings all right.

so after all the crazyness which i told you about ;p well the jist of it anyway, we get back to my house and go down to the basement to watch a movie. and we were cuddling and i was in his arms and we were just talking, and we didnt hook up which was actually nice, i wanna take things slow with him. but i was laying in his arms and he says

"maggie, all i've ever wanted to be is with you, always"

it was the cutest thing

:)