the love on your lips, sweetheart, im sorry but your not the first.

so todayy actually turned out to be a really good one :) 

easy day at school, i had a test but it was easy 

and idk everything and everyone was super chill today like no problems :p 

and i really hope you're feeling better about the whole insecurityness/ getting 

annoyed at people and remember that i love you :D 

&* then track was easyyy then i went home with dave

and we hungout and watched a movie and ate dinner

haha and he bugged me about going to the meet with him tomorrow 

:p 

i really like hanging out with dave, we're really good friends :] nd im glad u guys are too. 

altho the him and shan thing is quite stressful, not gonna lie :p 

and im defenitely talking to her on saturday!! 

ahh i am so freaking excited for this weeekend!!! 

i bet u are too :] 

but yeah friday idk if i'm gonna hang out with gar, i feel like that would be too intense 

and we havent been talking as much and eh i dont want him to get used too it and for it to progress to quicky you know? 

like he needs to realize how lucky he is here :p 

i mean its fun and everything, but its not real and i dont want to become too attached and i dont want him to like expect it? u know? :p 

so i think i'm just gonna go to the track meet and chill with dave :] 

but who knows maybe i'll change my mind :p 

idk i just dont want guys to see me like that? do u know what  i mean... :p 

and then saturday im hanging out with shan shan and i wish u could comeee =[ 

but we shall miss u dearly and i will defenitely fill you in on all our convos :D 

then sunday!!!! 

the best day of all, your confirmation my dear. i am so freaking excited :D 

i lovee you babe and you're gonna do great!! 

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