i hate c h e e r l e a d i n g !!

dear blogg.
so this is titled. "i hate cheerleading" but the fact is that I dont hate cheerleading itself , in fact I love cheerleading, real cheerleading. But I hate DC varsity cheerleading '08-09 with every bone of my body . haha
but i dont wanna quit, im not a quitter i never have been i always stick it out, always! i don't wanna be labeled a quitter but at the same time I don't wanna spend soo much time doing something i hate. So therefore I am quite conflicted? any ideas? haha
&&* I'm so very sick of school its quite ridiculous, I feel like dropping out in january and getting home schooled for the rest of the yr, me and sarah howell were talking about it today :D it sounded good haha.
im just such a protagonist lately, i dont why. Like usually I'm so motivated to get good grades and look cute and do my hair and dress up and just TRY, you know? but lately it's like I don't even wanna get out of bed! ugh its depressing! Maybe I have mono...haha hopefully :p :P

So i love graphics, and I'd thought I put on some ones that inspire me and explain how I feel right now so here I go...because visuals are always fun :D






(how I feel most times) ^