Saturday, December 6, 2008

Perfect.


Barbie. I want to be her.
I really hate myself sometimes.
I constantly strive for perfection and I hate myself when I'm less than perfect
I'm stupidly insecure and I care way too much what people think.
People take this as me being obsessed with my self but I'm such a perfectionist its ridiculous and I hate it.
I really need to get past it, I always want to better myself.
So I'm gonna try to love myself for who I am, flaws and all.

xo.xo
maggs

1 comments:

Anja said...

wow. i am so much like this its crazy.
its really hard to give advice for it. cuz its so hard to stop. but please dont hurt yourself and dont try to be something your not. i try so hard to uphold my stupid standards. what are my standards? their rediculous. it sounds like your doing that too- holding yourself to a really high standard and getting upset when you dont make it. im still trying to change it but i'll help you too. :]